Wow. It's been a long time since I have written. The last post I published was on July 20th!! I have five other posts in draft mode but never got around to writing them. I took a bit of a break from social media because I felt like I was bragging and not glorifying God. I also needed to learn moderation and restraint from constant checking of my notifications and social media sites. Then I became busy. I had prayed for months for something to do, then suddenly my plate was full. I went from 0 to 60 in less than a month. Don't get me wrong, all the new activities in my life were great but I needed to learn again how to manage time and structure my days. Along the way I lost my voice. There were topics I wanted to write about, five in fact, made the draft but never wrote. I knew what I wanted to say but couldn't write it down. But now I'm back. I have learned so much in the past few months and I want to share it!! I have a special Advent project in the works and I will announce it later this week! Now onto the main show!
One of my new activities is becoming a children's leader at my bible study. I attend
Bible Study Fellowship and I encourage you to go to the link, find a class and GO!! I have learned so much in the past two years that I have attended. It is a nondenominational bible study and this year the study is the Life of Moses. Last week and this week's lessons are my inspiration for this post.
Let me give you a background of the scripture that influences these thoughts. God has brought the nation of Israel out of
Egypt where there were enslaved for 400 years. He gave them His
commands through His servant Moses. The people are wondering in the
desert on their journey to Canaan or the Promised Land. Right now they
at Mount Sinai. God's Glory and Presence has engulfed the mountain in
cloud and smoke so the people cannot see Moses at the top, learning from
God and spending time with them. So they go to Aaron, Moses' brother,
who is in charge while Moses was on the mountain receiving instructions
from God. The people said "Come, make us gods who will go before us" (Exodus 32:1).
They were impatient waiting for Moses. So Aaron, the leader of the
God's chosen people, cast a golden calf from the gold jewelry the people
had acquired in Egypt! They bowed down and worshiped this idol after God had given them the Ten Commandments strictly stating they were to only worship Him!
Aaron didn't say no even though he was the leader of the people and
heard the same commandments from God Himself. He didn't stand firm. He
said yes under pressure and built an idol.
God's
leaders do the hard thing, they say no. The phrase doesn't say God's people (although it could) but leaders. Those who lead others need to say no to things. Aaron needed to say no to building other gods and point back to God and reassure the people that Moses would come back down from the Mountain (He had been gone 40 days) What could those things be that you need to say no to? They are different for everyone. For me, it is food mainly. I was on my run this morning (I usually keep Sunday's as rest days but due to scheduling conflicts, I got up early before church) and grumbling to God and myself about how terrible my eating and exercise patterns have been for the past few weeks. Then that phrase we learned this week at BSF popped into my head (I'm assuming by Divine intervention, aka God placed it there!). This morning I had said no to sleep so that I could say yes to a run and exercise. (Another note, running is the only sure time that I can be alone. Therefore, I usually pray or talk about my life with God. It makes the run go nicer and I can spend some extra time with God just resting in His presence and strength to get me through the miles).
So here I am, grumbling about my lack of discipline and I realize that it's my inability to say no. I usually can't say no to food. Even if I'm not hungry, I will eat. If I make cookies, I can't just eat one, I'll eat four. These thoughts also arose because last week at BSF, we learned about the tabernacle God was instructing the Israelties to build. This was going to be the place where God would dwell among the people. Then we learned that when Jesus died, He torn the veil between us and God (physically in the temple that separates the Most Holy Place where God dwelled and the rest of the tabernacle, and metaphorically the separation of our sinful lives and the purity of God) so now we can approach God. Then God sent the Holy Spirit to us at Pentecost (Acts 2). As a result, God (in the form of the Holy Spirit) dwells within us!
"The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us."
John 1:14a
"Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own."
1 Corinthians 6:19
Both of these verses made an impact on me this morning as I was running and trying to figure out how and why I need to say no to certain things. The Greek word for dwelling is
ἐσκήνωσεν and means tabernacled among us! Our bodies are a temple or tabernacle for God!! That means we need to take care of them. All I could keep thinking was that I want to encase my tabernacle with gold on the inside and outside just like the physical tablernacle the Irsaelites bulit. The Ark of the Covenant, where God dwelled, was covered inside and out with gold (Exodus 25:10-22). Now this doesn't mean I want literal gold but gold was the best and most precious substance that could be used. That's how I want to treat my body. Once and for all I need to learn to say no so that my tabernacle can be healthy and useful for God. Also saying no to all treats isn't the answer but saying no to that second cookie or waiting til tomorrow to eat another one is the answer.
When you say no to one thing, you are saying yes to another. Often times your struggle may not be with food or exercise but with overbooking your schedule or watching TV. What do you need to say no to so that you can be a leader for God? However I want my life to be an example and I want to be a leader for God. This revelation doesn't just apply to the care of my body but all areas of my life. If the activity is going against God and His commands, then I need to say no. Often times they could be thoughts or feelings. So every day I'm going to be diligent in my pray life, asking God to reveal to me those thoughts, feelings or actions that I need to say no to so that I can say yes to a life pleasing to the Lord. Would you join me??
With His Love,
A
p.s. For more in depth study read Exodus and Hebrews together for the parallels between the Old and New Covenants!
